the 2nd stage..

done the 2nd stage today for the kepak kepung application... painful.. very much... rase nk jerit kt sume org.. 

thinking back with my half-sound-mind rite now, hang on reen.. u'll get there... no matter how slow, stupid and tedious the processes are... no matter how complicated things get.. u'll survive..u'll get through this.... forget the ugly past, nothing can change, just looking up for the future.. the future that u can paint with your own color on it.. together with all the people you love so deeply, and those who love so dearly....

ignore this entry.. it is my imbalance hormone talking...

it is just not my day...

penat.. penat yang bersungguh2 ari ni... setat di pagi hari jem melampau kt setiawangsa ke jelatek... dah lame betol x kene jem mcm tu... 940am br aku sampai opis, hah amekkk ko... seb baik bos kebau pi jb ari nih..

sampai jek dba separuh sengal client nih dok kt tpt aku, iskkk bosan betol... ape la lagi report die x betol tu...bingai, all the time pi compare report yg x same basis... malas aku nk layan...

bukak email, huarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dokter bapok meroyan kt ED anto issue.... there goes my day... almost the whole day tengok bende yg bukan issue lansung pon... penat sgt... aku kasik interpretation purely based on facts hokeyyy... if ade kt audit trail, ade la... kalau takde nk soh aku modify data kt backend ke semata nk kasik align ngan ape yg ko kata.... sengalllllllllll la... cadang nk setat buat documentation utk message center, berjaya buat siket jek huhuhuh visit summary x abes pon huhuhuhu...

balik pon jem kt mrr2, byk beno kenderaan berat atas jalan plak ari ni, naik bukit kedek2, pi conquer lane tgh ngan kiri plak... takde mende pon leh bikin jem... tensen...

balik umah pinggan sebesen dah sedia menunggu utk dibasuh... seb baik dapo x sepah sgt, tinggal nk setelkn basuh & susun jek... pehtu kt dapo bau taik kucen kuat sangat............ huarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tak sker la korang nih... sebok nk bela kucen, salu bile aku soh buang ke try nk mandulkn ke korang bahankan aku, aku kejam la ape la, x reti kesian kt kucen la... tp bab nk menten, kene geget ngan hanjing nk anto pi klinik, bersihkan taik kucen sume tanak buat, sume buat2 buta tak nmpk time tu la idong sumbat x bau kunun... menci arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... dah la berak kt tepi meja letak lauk, potong selera aku nk makan nasik! dh bilik aku dkt ngan dapo mesti la aroma nya menusuk sampai kt bilik aku... punya luas umah nih, kt tpt org nk makan jugak ko nk buat jamban! dah la area tu sempit, nk bersihkan pon payah iskkkkkkkkkkkk kalau berak kt depan tepi mesin ade lego tu pon aku xde hangin satu badan mcm nihhhh.... this is the reason nape aku tak sker nk bela kucen, malas mengadap bende2 remeh nihh, start la ari2 nk kene bersihkn nih... nk bela menatang bela la mcm ikan puyu tu aku x kesah la, last skali yg aku igt aku tukar air balang die lebey dr sebulan yg lepas sampai skrang air die keruh giler pon ikan tu steady jek lagi x mati2, senang betol nk menten...

penat... aku nk tido awal la ari nih... reeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnn, shut down tido terus!

Time Kasih

 yeahhh kami mmg suke bangunan yg berwarna warni.. terhibur mata memandang, sejuk btol hati menengok nya... 

dan kami mmg x kesah lansung tentang jalan yang berlobang merata2 seluruh negara, kami boley la bela ikan di tengah jalan, x perlu la carik kolam lagi atau gali tanah kt tpt lain ye tak, atas jalan pon bley bela ikan, boleh pi melawat ikan ternakan mase pi atau balik keje lagi... kami x kesah tayar kete pecah masuk lobang atau sport rim patah, ape ade hal, beli jek la baru, barang kt msia kn sume murah2 & sangat berkualiti tinggi...

sayang korang sume kerana memberikan kami panorama yg indah di malam hari buat mencuci mata dan melegakan hati setelah seharian bertungkus lumus mencari duit utk menggantikan tayar pecah dan rim yg patah... jasamu di kenang selamanya... 

sekian terima kasih...

kesudahan kisah 2 lovers mating near my parking place

igt citer pasal kucen mentenet kt umah mase aku work from home sebulan dua lepas?? ni lah hasilnya... beranak suda 26 march ari tu... 3 ekor sume nyer.. mostly gene bapak nyerrrr!!! seb baik lawo...skrang ko jaga la anak ko ehhhh... im not a big fan of cats... aku sker tengok kitty comey2 jek, then thats it... bile dh byk2 aku koser dah... nk lagi kalau dok berak merata dlm umah lagi la aku anti huhuhu....

skrang tah mane die sorok anak die tu... sbb last week mase kenduri wawa budak2 kejap2 tarik bakul die nk tengok, rimas die tengok budak2 lansung die pi alih tpt lain... jgn sebarkn pijat like the last kucen itam tu cukup la... kain die beranak tu selamat dah aku buang, padahal mak suruh rendam clorox + air panas heheheh... koser ahhh nk gonyoh kain darah2 plak...

ni mak balik nsk td dok cakap cik midah umah lot 6 ala2 spca bela kucen sampai 50 ekor tu soh sajes kasik treatment kt kucen2 tu... adoiii korang yg nk bela, apsal aku lak terbabit nk menjaga kesihatan kucen2 plak nih.... cukup la aku jagakan kesihatan korang2 jek, binatang peliharaan yg korang nk bela bile mase plak menjadik tanggungjawab atas batu jemala patik nih???

crappy day!

my personal loan application got rejected!!!!!!

al-rajhi bank!!

the bank where i did my first personal loan... without any hassle for approval... where i was a very good paymaster... and i settled the loan within the timeframe... and the best part is it is the bank where i put my saving for the wedding... there are few thousands in there now!

the reason given was because no one answered the phone at the office when they called for verification... but they managed to talked to the person-in-charge after i gave them the alternative number... the purpose is to verify if i am the employee for the company... and the next reason they gave was our office is a virtual office... what a crap information they have... i dont know where they got the info from, but don't they know lots of global company opt to rent a serviced office because its more convenient than renting or buying empty office space????what a damn stupid process.... even if we were on virtual office, what is their problem... my wages is more than average and i could very well afford the repayment....more than what they pay their bank managers! i provided epf statement some more, and it clearly stated where the employer fund comes from, don't they read?...  i am the existing customer... don't they take care of good customer like me??? put me through so much hassle this time on the application process and yet rejecting it? not good!

screw al-rajhi bank! i am taking all my money out as soon as i can and save them to another bank!! if u dont want to lend me some, why should i give you mine?

still thinking if it is wise to just close down the account since it is a current account, the only current account i have :( :(... is there anyone willing to be the introducer for me to open a current account somewhere else???

iPhone Hilang!!

pi toilet... and sambil membuat kesimpulan kompom my pee smell blood, finally peod gak aku... terpandang plak kt tepi atas tpt tisu... eh ehhh ade iphone 4.. sape la yg tertinggal nihhh... harus kah aku rembat buat rete??? atau haruskah aku menjadik org baik... huhuh iphone buruk aku nih dah 3 kali tertinggal kt spital nih, each time pon dpt balik... mesti sian org tu gelabah mencarik.... so aku pon decide jadik org baik....

kt ITD spital nih, ade 3 pompuan jek pakai iphone... kt toilet pompuan kan, so assume pompuan la...

1. pompuan bimbo yg jaga SAP

2. pompuan jaga Radiology Siemens yg sker2 menjerit2 kt kitorang dulu mase ade issue pehtu skrang dh insaf lepas kene marah ngan kak gee.. ehhh td die dtg bilik opis kitorang soh amek limau kt dlm hehehehe baik la plak...

3. pompuan giler anak saudagar penipu yg jaga pathnet lab sker menyusahkan idop org pasan bagos konon tau semua bende tp salu tah pebende die buat

aku bajet pompuan no 2 tu... sbb die baru lalu sini td, pehtu td die jek sorang yg invite kitorang pi amek limau kan, so aku pon bajet jadik baik la nk pulangkn kt die... aku pon kuar dr toilet, nmpk pompuan no 2 kt pintu tgh cakap ngan pompuan sengal jaga pharmacy (tiada dlm list di atas).. aku pon tanya :

aku : pompuan, u punya ka?

pompuan no 2 : ehh bukan la...

aku : hah aku tau sape punya

pompuan no 2 : haaaa tu mesti queen punya

pompuan sengal jaga pharmacy : u masuk dlm ni jek (sambil tangan tunjuk kt tpt sampah kt troli cleaner)

aku : drpd masuk dlm tu baik aku rembat hahahhaha

pompuan no 2 & pompuan sengal jaga pharmacy : hahha betul2

masuk dlm ITD, panggil pompuan giler anak saudagar penipu tu die ngaku die punya iskkkkk...

iskkk kesimpulannya kalau aku tau pompuan lahanat tu punya, baik aku rembat jek!

pi kursus kawen pakai baju kurung eh?

kene ke pakai baju kurung nk pi kursus kawen??? kang kalau x pakai tp sume org lain pakai kang terasa mcm out of place plak... tapi pakai baju kurung sejukkkkkk woooooo... kene bawak jaket, selimut sume skali utk kurangkn kesejukan kot nyerrr... bukan leh guna method heat sharing mcm kt cinema, ni kt masjid oiiiii....

banyak nyaaaaaaaaaa appointment...

bukan nk mengeluh or whining... sbb nnt kate x ikhlas plak... tp still aku nk luahkn jugak... for the next few months byk nyer la kene ulang alik pi spital.... sgt byk... ade yg seminggu sampai 2 kali... now ade appointment utk 3 clinic - opthtal, nephro, rheumatology... huhuhuh 3 kali doktor tu tanye pakcik ade berapa anak? 3 kali ok... as if mcm nk cakap punya ramai anak takkan sorang pon x penah bawak pi check up sampai gout tu dh melarat tahap mcm tu skali....siap effect kidney sbb too much dok telan pain killer jek.... aduhaiii boley tak ngaku jek terang2an diri sendrik mmg penakut nk pi spital ... dulu mase still leh jalan bile anak cakap nk bawak check up kt spital dan2 tu jugak la tegak berdiri x bertengkot2.... pas nih boley tak korang gilir2 bawak ayahanda korang plak supaya korang tau dgn sebenarnya2 ape sakit die...and also take turn plak dengar doktor2 tu membebel, and also experience mcm mane sakitnya bontot duduk menunggu giliran, kene tendang ke sana sini dek nurse2 kureng effisien yg x reti nk guide org betol2 ape nk buat, kepeningan tawaf hospital 3-4 kali carik parking lagi huhuhu... dan yg paling penting supaya satu hari nnt kalau ditakdirkn org tua tu tak panjang umur takde terdetik penyesalan lansung dlm hati sape2 yg dorang x sempat buat ape2 pon utk dia... oleh itu, sila jgn kasik alasan kene keja ok, adalah sgt x valid nk sebut depan aku... dan jgn jugak berani kasik alasan bapak aku dah mati tu hanya bapak tiri, lagi x valid kuasa seploh kt aku!

Chacho's Cheesy Cheese

last week abesss.... cume ade bbq jek.. ari ni suda ade balik... ni lah menu lunch kekadang especially bile malas kuar... or malas angkat bontot pi mane2 hehehehe....time kasihh ehhhhh SJ021185 belikan untuk kite...

apsal?? apsal??? apsalll????

nape org amerika dtg mesia tak payah visa?? tp org mesia nk dpt visa pi amerika susah beno...byk beno proses... mahal beno kene bayo sampei myr500!! depa masuk pree2 jek...

"No visa is required for U.S.A. citizens visiting Malaysia for social, business or academic purposes (except for employment)."

Wiken again!

Rase mcm panjang nyer minggu nihhhh, with session with users hari2… ade sedikit rase kuciwa ngan system adoption… bende yg penat2 aku build 10-15 kali aku modify before release to production at the end user tak pakai pon… hawauuu kejadah betol depa nihhh… patut la byk beno masa dokter pi melepak kt tarik café, rupenyer keje dorang soh nurse buat…

And for the wrap up session, the stakeholders who supposed to be in the session either wasn’t around or was not invited because of kebau stupidity.. Apekejadah setakat ngan present kt die, me and sister; the director plus the apps manager should get the message straight to their face how "competence" and "compliance" their users are in using the system!

Teruja Lebey

kompom mmg bengkak bangat mata aku, tp aku buat muke selamba jek... perit plak tu rase, mcm ade mata aku dh jadik sebeso bola ping pong... huhuuhu di pagi hari dh buat janji ngan Mr Canterbury kt Sri Gombak menyelesaikan perkara berbangkit supaya die leh pegi jumpe agen ah long berlesen utk selesaikan kes die... sampai opis 10++ dh start membebel & explain kt yukio matsuki pasal email yg aku fwd kt die kol 2 pagi smalam... pehtu FO plak ping ajak pi lunch, aku angguk laju2 (walaupon die tak nmpk) sbb mmg aku adalah sgt kompom malas nk wat ape pon... stay after lunch pon semata ade miting tertangguh smalam postpone ke ari ni, kalau idak mmg aku dh angkat kaki balik, baik bawak atok pi klinik lagi bagos... kol pat lebey aku pon cabot same FO...

tp dh rase so much better ari nih... dh boley menjawab soklan2 berkaitan dr FO tanpa emosi...tanpa setitik air mata pon... chaiyokk reen!!!

selain tu, perkara berbangkit Mr Canterbury berjalan lancar alhamdullillah... boley la nk accept offer anytime...

selebeynya excited.. esok nk pi cari cincin yeahoooo!!!!