Stucked (again!)

I am going through the long kawen checklist and sorting through the budget again... and (again!) get stucked..... trying to re-organize the spreadsheet but ended up looking more messy than ever... ahhhhh I really shouldn't be doing this kind of thing when I obviously have an overdue menses... sentiasa serabut and I can't even think properly... ayah hinting on going out makan or a small thing such as atok's appointment pon can be a big deal to me.... everything is a big problem for me to do at the moment except for being with Mr Canterbury of course!!! iskkkk i need to drop whatever I've been doing right now, not in the mood..really... just sit tight and relax enjoying the rest of my sick leave day.... take a bath, solat and tido early! else clean up the kitchen (x sepah mane pon, tp kemas la jugak..), mop lantai depan sbb td dh rase berpasir sket, take a bath, solat then tido! i think i'll do the second one, kasik penat sket then br leh tido kot, i did wallop the whole mug of good thick neskepe this morning at the hospital, hopefully it wont affect my sleeping tonite...

Mr Canterbury, harap paham yerrr, I am just not myself till my girly thingy is officially out of my system... anyway, kite pegi kursus kawen bulan depan ekkkk, either 8-9 jan or 15-16 jan...kompom!!!! erkkkk insya allah if either of us dont have to fly out....esok harus tanye2 pada manusia yg penah pegi...